.........so its been a while since i posted a journal so heres the basis of how my life has been
i have been incredibly busy with school but than again what college student hasn't said that. Well this is my first semester at nassau community college and so far i love it like 100x more than high school. The work isn't really all that hard so far but rather tedious and i still have a terrible procrastination habit oh well i guess i'll have to work on that gradually
We have had a little fire inside our chimney recently so i'm not able to stay at my home until we get the chimney fixed due to carbon dioxide so for our safety the police we were advised to vacate the premises so me and my mother are staying at my uncles house whilst grandma and my uncle stay at my great grandmothers place which isn't bad or bothering me too much aside from the fact that i kinda feel like i'm intruding, getting to school is quite the chore due to the face that i am like an hour from school now and buses out here to run to that area cause i'm in a whole different county so my uncle still works out near the school so he drops me off in the morning which wouldnt be so bad accept the days he drops me off i'm at the school at 6:30 or so and my class isn't until 8 (this is in the morning mind you) but other than that its not too bad i just wish my mother didn't take the incident hard i mean i understand we're struggling and all and this is a bad time but alot of people are in worsebu situations than we are and she should be thankfull that this didn't happen when everyone was sleep cause that would have been alot worse than it is and also theres not damage to the house at all just the chimney another reason to be thankful but she didn't take this too well but she seems to be accepting it better than when we first found out
I am still single i was actually dating someone and very happy to be with her but she apparently didn't feel the same so she ended it shortly after it began and she gave me the same bullsplif people try to say whenever they want to end a relationship" you know i love you but" and "its nothing you did its me" so i'm just like whatever about it sadly she was one of my closest friends but due to that and i got a little angry and left a kinda hurtful message were not even really speaking anymore o well such is life i suppose, but what really pissed me off and was the reason i left such a hurtful message was the fact that she couldn't have said it she sent it to me in a message on facebook i mean i understand that we wern't able to see each other cause she's away at college and i stayed home but the least she could have done was call but whatever whats done is done i don't have any bad feelings, I'm not wishing anything bad happens to her I hope she get whatever life has coming her way rather its good or bad and she can live her life and I'll live mine so yeah i'm single so ladies look out *shot* i'm kidding I'm not particularly looking but there is a female i've been into for a while and we've really close but i don't think she's interested and she lives on the other side of the country so it may not work out but regardless i am available at the moment
Now onto the main subject of this journal which is my hatred of painting. and the reason i have established this hatred is that for my principle of 2-D design class our current project is to recreate a comic book page in full detail painted which is absolutly terrible since i truly suck and the fun part is sitting her for 30 minutes trying to mix the right F**king color for each part which since i'm kinda OCD makes this a lot harder than it needs to be and the best part is this is the first of the paiting projects and the rest of the semester is all painting yay!!